This week featuring: The Paranoid Wreck.

I am in Texas for marketing training. I feel so awful and I don't know what to do. My stomach hurts and I am feeling very paranoid. PARANOID!

The wedding!
The house!
My job: I suck!
My mother!
Money!
My job: I am going to be replaced!
My job: Politics!
My job: Everyone hates me!
The wedding!
The house!
My job!

I just want to cry. I miss you. I miss you so much. I hate being here in Texas and I hate everything and I am trying to remember to breathe and that's the only thing that I could do to sleep last night.

I miss you Boy, please write me so I know you think about me now and then when I’m away. I miss you.